Truth is, this meant more when it was just about the writing. I’m referring back to the good old days when only a handful of people actually read this. When it didn’t matter what I wrote, did or said. I’d write because I loved writing. They took that away from me. Now it just seems pointless. Having this urge to write yet not knowing what to say, who to write for, and why even bother!?
I’ve been around. I probably have over 51 good stories to tell. Things my unborn grandchildren would get to hear. But they have to be 18 and I just don’t think i’ll be around if or when they do. But these are stories I do not want to take with me to the grave.
Yet it’s pointless… www.paykassa.com
You see? I just lost interest. But only people who really know how to read could get that one. What I find extremely sad is 70% of my readers, just don’t GET IT! So i’m back to writing for myself and the people that actually “Get it”.
I’ve been at peace lately. It’s been a roller-coaster these past couple of years. If you asked me what “Happiness” was, id tell you that happiness is; Peace of Mind.
Life is funny in the sense that it gives you what you want, only if you’re willing to pay the price for it. You gotta pay the cost to be the BOSS son!
I started taking life a little less seriously. I don’t know if that’s a good thing but it seems to be working out just fine for me. I never really gave a shit but now it’s like.. I could not give a fuck. Read carefully for these next few sentences. It’s gonna get philosophical up in here. Here it goes;
As life unravels itself into time, experiences become the virtue of mankind. Per contra, what we learn through our gains and losses in life carry us forward towards understanding;
WHAT REALLY FUCKING MATTERS IN LIFE!
And that’s the end.
eser west 
you’re so right!!!! absolutely love your character and your blogposts altough you’re writing this shit for yourself, i just can’t get enough 😝
much love and greetings from germany xxx
Men thats deep, OK so Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple ,This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. people will be your friends they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything – they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, family members make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And DUDE, I hate to say it, most of them – actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up and that goes for everything. Just because you fail or lose, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, DUDE? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep SMILING ), because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.
AND THIS WHAT REALLY MATTERS IN LIFE. ))))))))))
We love you eser, nice blog love your writings!
Nope. Ain’t nobody here but us chickens. 🙂
We miss you. Seeing you on big screen was always fun.
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