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I havent written in a while. I said i’d stop writing, stop talking, stop traveling and start doing. Well, im doing. I’m doing what I set out to do. And I love what I do. I’m good at it. It’s what I was always meant to do. What I was born to do. Every door I ever tried, every road I ever took, every ocean I ever crossed was leading me to where I am right now. And i’m walking on a dream.

Funny how only 6 months ago I was in search of answers in the jungles of the Amazon. Go back to Miami, or reach for the stars in Istanbul. Now i’m off, flying. I see the stars in sight, theyre shining ever so bright. Im getting higher and higher. But my feet are on the ground and my mind is locked on. Cause I will never forget where I came from. Who would have ever thought that one day Francesc Eser West, would be “Eser West”.

I’m the same guy. I will never change my values. Fame isnt my source for “happiness”. It doesnt rub my ego. The fame just came with what I loved to do. It was never the drive. Now i’d be lying if I said i’m not enjoying it in the least. But I can see myself walking away from it when the time comes. The sweetest part about my fame is the fact that people got to know me for, WHO I AM! Not as character on a film or a show. And they loved me for who I am. Thats the most beautiful feeling. And thats what im grateful for. Anyone can be famous and loved for a character they bring to life through acting. But being on a show where people get to watch the REAL you, get to know you, your character, personality, then love and accept you is an undescribable feeling.

I’ll continue to be myself, continue to do what I do. I’ll continue to be thankful for every moment and every day. I’ll never forget the reasons I began this journey. I’m grateful for what i’ve been blessed with. But saying “Thank You God” is not enough. I’ll show my gratitude through my actions and the life I live. Until i’m out of time..



  1. Teachers open the door but you must walk through it yourself..
    I did so too. And i love you. Honesty, laughter, sincerity, i like the reality. I even love consists in love with someone else..

  2. woow, Eser you’re more than we see on T.V. Thanks to your parents grow a man like you. This is the first reality show that we (me and my husband) watch. Because we saw your humanity and sincerity.We feel like you’re from our family.And itis funny because we’re 47 and well educated and reasonable people:)) But you make us to feel like that. You’re good man. Be Happy…

  3. Eser you’re more then we watch on T.V. Thanks to your parents grow a man like you. We (me and my husband) feel like you’re from family. Actually we’re 47, well educated and reasonable people and this is the first reality show we watch. But we feel your humanity and sincerity. And we became a fan of you. You are a good man. Be happy…

  4. )))How pleasant it is for a father to sit at his child’s board. It is like an aged man reclining under the shadow of an oak which he has planted. love you

  5. Hi,
    your blog is very interesting and sincere about you. I really like to read it. Especially about your travels and personal life. Off course,i first know you by way of tv show, then i realize this blog. I’m a bookworm, engineer msc and humble professional, currently unemployed and trying to complete a project 🙂
    I believe our people need to see personalities like you on TV more and more, because we need kindness, merit, sense of humor and sincerity, those values are worth to appreciate.
    So, thank you so much for being yourself and shows us your colors.
    This is only the beginning of your journey…Okay? 🙂

    P.S. My father is retired from THY, so i totally understand you about flight tickets. Jackpot!

  6. Hi,
    this blog is very very interesting and sincere. Especially, parts about your travels and personal experiences. I really like to read it. First, i know you by TV, but then realized your blog.
    I believe people need to see personalities like you on TV more and more, because we had enough with bad examples. You are sincere, virtuous, delighted and most important, you have sense of humor, thanks to God! 🙂 Those values are worth to appreciate.
    So, thanks a lot for being yourself. Keep going on your way…
    This is only the beginning, okay?

    P.S. My father is retired from THY, so i totally understand you about flight tickets. I’m a lucky bastard too! Haha

  7. I am writing you from Philladelphia. I have a 3 year old toddler boy who is crazy about soccer. I wish one day he turns out a man like you. As a Turkish mom who tries to grow a child in US, I always have concerns how he will handle this ‘2 different culture’ issue. I don’t want him to be hurt. After reading your blog, I don’t know why but I got relief. All your struggles and the guy you became today is amazing. I think your dad& mom did a great job showing their support to you all the time. I hope I can do the same for my son when he needs me. Pls keep on doing what you are doing.

  8. Whatever happens to you,don’t fall in despair.even if all the doors are closed ,a secret path will be there for you that no one knows.you can’t see it yet but so many paradises are at the end of this path.be grateful.it’s easy to pair after obtaining what you want,thank before having what you want😊…love from iran❤🙋

  9. Francesc eser West ,i really don’t how to start… I know you’ll maybe never see this comment or if you did you may see it as another normal comment but it doesn’t matter I’m just gonna write it cause I feel like it . something inside me shouts out that I should do it. man from the moment I saw you something inside you made me feel like Ive known you for a thousand years. Then when I saw your page I understood what it was . Every word you write, everything you say, every step you take is like you’re reflecting me. you’re a mirror of my soul and though I might never see you I’m greatfull cause my destiny made me see that I’m not the only one searching for the truth everywhere. and you should me that impossibles are possible. and if you want something with all of your heart you can make it happen. Thank you for that. you’re a great SOUL. I hope you’ll have infinite peace and joy in your life. NEVER CHANGE. love you

  10. When we seen you on TV thinking what are you doing in turkey. Are crazy looking for turkish girl’s. They are not your tape. They are not same like you. Because you living all your life in America right and u speak good English as well. Also problem is not easy for you. If you married turkish girl you will have biggest problem in your life, won’t stay longer with you, won’t like you, im sure she think passports and your money too. I don’t you have biggest problem in your life ok Eser. Think well please im telling you that because don’t won’t you have problems like my brother and my sisters too. I’m your friends don’t want you get upset with me trying to help you to understand me well. You are good guy and really amazing boy and nice looking boy too.
    I’m going ask you something why you did not go never countries like London, Manchester to find lovely girls there. They are better than turkish girl’s. Don’t get in trouble in your life baby. If you like chat with me here for you to help ok. We love you so much eser. Big kisses and hugs xx xx xx xx

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